Depression Chords by Dax

[Start]

[Intro]
F G Am F G Am F G
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Am Fmaj7 G Am
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[Verse]
        Fmaj7      
I can't find myself
      G    Am             
I get lost inside my brain
          Fmaj7          
I think I might need help
             G      Am      
But I pushed all of 'em away
           Fmaj7           
I took the cards they dealt
            G       Am          
And there's nothing I can change
            Fmaj7    
So when I'm by myself
       G        Am           
I just pray for brighter days
F                                              G     Am
Sometimes I sit and I reminisce 'bout the good times ■ 
                       Am  
Wish I could get those back
F                                           G    Am
I keep on running these races that go in my mind ■ 
                      Am    
Then they go on these tracks
F                             G        Am Fmaj7
I'm not ready to erase all my memories ■  mm   
                         F                      G  Am
I fight depression and I let it get the best of me ■ 
                       F                
Now there's nowhere to run nowhere to go
            G                   Am              
Look around it's liquor bottles all on the floor
               Fmaj7                        F   
Filling up the space inside my heart and my home
             G                         Am            
Drowning out these thoughts until they leave me alone


[Chorus]
        Fmaj7      
I can't find myself
      G    Am             
I get lost inside my brain
          Fmaj7          
I think I might need help
             G      Am      
But I pushed all of 'em away
           Fmaj7           
I took the cards they dealt
            G       Am          
And there's nothing I can change
            Fmaj7    
So when I'm by myself


[Verse]
       G        Am           
I just pray for brighter days
                                   F     
These thoughts are draining all my energy
                     G                 Am          
I try to tell 'em to God they said I'm going insane
                          F      
And then they recommended therapy
                        G                 Am             
And to go and talk to a man who's getting paid to explain
                           Fmaj7                     F                   
He started saying that the chemical imbalance is the reason that my brain
      G             Am                                       
Ain't connecting to accomplishments associated with moving on
Fmaj7                                                   
In life and past the things that my heart cannot contain
       G         Am           
So the happiness won't sustain
                F         
Then he read me my options
                    G              Am             
He said Here goes a pill only take two with a meal
                   Fmaj7  F
And it'll numb how I feel ■


[Chorus]
        Fmaj7 F     
I can't find  myself
      G    Am             
I get lost inside my brain
          Fmaj7          
I think I might need help
                 G  Am      
But I pushed all of 'em away
Am7        Fmaj7           
I took the cards they dealt
            G       Am          
And there's nothing I can change
            Fmaj7    
So when I'm by myself
F        G        Am           
■ I just pray for brighter days


[Verse]
F                                                          G    
Should I drown all these thoughts or should I leave 'em to float
      Am                                    F   
I got all of my flaws living inside of this boat
                                                   F    
I've been anchored in pain the weight is making me choke
G            Am                                               
It's getting harder to breathe it's pulling right at my throat
F                                                        
I've been hoping for change but don't know how to restart
G    Am                                         Fmaj7
They say you ain't a man when you exposing your heart
                     F                         G    
Then they say you're insane until it tears you apart
            Am                                        Fmaj7
And then it cuts you so deep and they can tell by the scars
                                             G  
We can only see change when we accept who we are
       Am                                        Fmaj7
Try to run from the shame and you will never get far  
                                                   G   
Don't you bottle the pain or live your life in the dark
                Am                                               Fmaj7
You're meant to break from those chains and shine as bright as a star 
          Fmaj7                                  
Don't you ever tell yourself that your depression
       G                Am                                       Fmaj7
Is the reason you won't make it or that happiness is not in your cards
         Fmaj7                        
With our God you can beat all the odds
          G7               Am                   
Keep your faith and you'll never be lost and say


[Chorus]
        F          
I can't find myself
      G    Am             
I get lost inside my brain
          Fmaj7          
I think I might need help
             G   Am         
But I pushed all of 'em away
           F               
I took the cards they dealt
            G       Am          
And there's nothing I can change
            F  Fmaj7 
So when I'm by myself
       G        Am           
I just pray for brighter days


[Outro]
Fmaj7 F G Am Fmaj7 G Am Am7
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