Eulogy Chords by $uicideboy$

[Intro]

[Verse]
Eb Gm Eb                                                
■  ■  ■  Three am drinkin' with this pistol on my lap uh
    Eb                                          
Six medications guess there ain't no fixin' that
                 Eb                                   
It's that broken motherfucker knucklin' 'til I relapse
              Eb                                   
If I die they might cry 'til they inherit my stacks
            Eb                                   
What a cold fuckin' world tell me what's the word
                     D7                                           
Only time I speak my heart is when the message come out slurred uh
Eb                                                          
Peoplepleasing always eager to fix a motherfucker's problems
            Eb                                                 
Leave me at the bottom more comfortable with Gomorrah and Sodom


[Chorus]
                           Ab   
I chew on fent' and rot my teeth
        Ab                                  
All for moments of peace and slow heartbeats
            Eb                             
Got offered a God I dissed who gon' save me
               Eb                           
All I could do is laugh and say c'est la vie
                     Gm                
Woe is me I know you get the picture uh
Eb                                           
This type of pain will earn you seven figures
      Eb                                
Check my DNA my RNA come with predictors
             D7                                                
This shit is scripture and for what I got there's no elixirs uh


[Verse]
Eb                         
Feel like I'm not enough uh
            Eb                                               
Find myself playing my dad like Honey Boy and Shia LaBeouf uh
G7                    Eb             
My mama crying as she watch the clock
              Eb                                           
Text my bro I love him even though he got my number blocked
  Eb                                               
I would give up everything to see my brothers clean
                                              D7             
No second thoughts it's fuck the cost or take me leave 'em be
     D7                                        
Take my money say you love me even if it's lies
     Ab                                        Cm 
That connection's so depressing but it's all I got


[Chorus]
       Cm                             
When I die just play this fucking song
            Cm                                           
I was never meant for this been tortured just to carry on
Eb                                           
Couple coupes lotta zeroes and a couple homes
               Eb                                     
None of it did shit for me cock the pistol and now I'm
         Eb                                               
Ayy head ■  in the clouds it look like it might rain again


[Verse]
                    Eb                                     
Always holdin' back tears it's how I manage to pay the rent
                        Eb                                    
Pay the bills place the bet so I don't have to chase the check
                 Eb                                        
Verified through uicide the glitz and glamour came and went
        Eb                                           
Wash my fucking soul and still that one stain is kept
       Eb                                    
I just wanna be loved the root of all my pain
                           Eb      
Except the type that comes with age
         Eb                        
In death I can finally lay and rest
                  Eb                                   
I'm owed a little peace and I'm ready to erase the debt
                   Eb                                                   
I never planned on showing the world the face that hides behind the mask
                     Eb                                              
I always thought the last thing I would hear would be the gun's blast
                  G7                                                     D7            
Fill in the black hole in my chest with sex and drugs but it never lasts it never lasts


[Chorus]
                       Eb                    G7        Eb 
Shit two years ago Big Pharma should've just cashed me out
            Eb                                   
Now I got a deviated septum I'mma just rat me out
            Eb                            
Pat me down ask me how I'm still depressed
                       Eb                          
All they see is my set all they see is lack of debt


[Verse]
                                Eb 
All they see is what they wanna see
Eb                  
Calling me a wannabe
                    Eb                      
I don't wanna be in misery exit the pharmacy
                   G7                         Eb   
Get a girl I wanna see I wanna see how hard I bleed
                     Eb                              
When she rips out my fucking heart enter the pharmacy
              Eb                                
I'm a private person and take pride in my verses
                Eb                                
Fuck your whole opinion I don't care if it worsens
             Eb                                      
I'll ruin my reputation and make sure it's on purpose
Abmaj7        
Fuck this shit
       Abmaj7                         
When I die just play this fucking song
                                                 D7      
I was never meant for this been tortured just to carry on
Eb                                             
Couple coupes a lot of zeros and a couple homes
              Eb                                     
None of it is shit for me cock the pistol and now I'm


[Chorus]

[Outro]
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[End]