I'm Sorry Chords by Joyner Lucas

[Start]

[Intro]
Ebmaj7 Bbmaj7 Dm Dm7 Ebmaj7 Bbmaj7
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[Verse]
                                  Dm      Ebmaj7    
Go ahead and call me a coward and say I'm not strong
Ebmaj7                  
Because I'm not like you
                           Ebmaj7                
Go ahead and call me crazy cause I live in a maze
Gm7               Bbmaj7
Tell me how about you   
        Bb                          Dm7              Ebmaj7
I think I live in my head sometimes I think that I'm dead  
       Ebmaj7         
I hide behind my youth
                                 Ebmaj7         
No I been losing my mind and I'm a little behind
Gm7                 
Step inside my shoes
Bb                                     
Cause I've never been happy with myself
    Eb                                    
And I don't need no one feeling bad for me
          Eb                                
Trying to offer me pity and throw jabs at me
           D7        Gm                  
Wanna give me advice and then laugh at me
Bb                 
Behind closed doors
                                 Eb    
Just close the door let me be by myself
Eb                
Just me and myself
                                              Gm 
I'm tired of living I cry I hear it's easy to die
  Gm                  
I wanna see for myself
    Bb                       F               
And I know that sounds crazy to everyone else
        Eb               
But I'm depressed as fuck
Eb              
Stressed as fuck
      Eb                                                  
Ain't no medicine that could cure what's the test as drugs
         Gm             
I mean I need extra love
         Bb               
And that ain't even enough
           Bb               
'said that ain't even enough
          Eb             
And where the fuck is God
     Eb                            
Damn maybe I ain't believing enough
    Eb                             
But today we gonna see if he's real
               Bb                              
And if he is I guess I'm probably going to hell
             Eb                 
Look I ain't wanna die like this
                Eb               
I ain't picture my life like this
                     Eb                 
They don't know what it's like like this
Gm                        Bb                 
Pretending I'm happy so I can smile like this
Dm                
And laugh like you
Eb                                       
Sometimes I wonder if I ever act like you
                                            Gm 
Could I finally fit in and maybe relax like woo
   Gm                            
Or would you feel lost without me
Bb                                                       
Cause honestly I think the world is better off without me
       Ebmaj7                                 
And my mind's spinning this is the line finish
                 Ebmaj7                              
Truth is I don't care how they feel about my feelings
             Gm                                    
I made up my mind I'm going out like Robin Williams
                Bb                                
I guess I'm not the Ordinary People of John Legend
              Ebmaj7                                
And I've been suicidal since the day I was nine shit
Ebmaj7                 
Okay the day I was nine
                         Gm                                
I've been tired of being bullied couldn't stay out the fire
                  Bb                              
Grandma told me I should take it one day at a time
                       Ebmaj7  
And damn it look at me now fuck
Ebmaj7               
Fuck pens runnin' out
Gm Bb Bbmaj7 Ebmaj7
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     Eb    
Shit fu ugh
          Eb                 
Look just know it's a new day
Gm                     
But if you reading this
     Gm                          
Then it's probably too late blaow
G7                               
Just make sure you tell my family


[Chorus]
Eb                 
It's okay I'm sorry
Eb                         
But it's too late I'm sorry
Gm                    
So much weighing on me
Bb      D7                Eb                   
I don't wanna live to see another day I'm sorry
Eb                        
But I can't stay I'm sorry
Gm                    
So much weighing on me
Bb                 D7            
Just make sure you tell my family
Eb                 
It's okay I'm sorry
Eb                         
But it's too late I'm sorry
Gm                    
So much weighing on me
Bb      D7            Eb                       
I don't wanna live to see another day I'm sorry
Eb                        
But I can't stay I'm sorry
Gm                    
So much weighing on me


[Inst]
Bb Ebmaj7 Eb Ebmaj7 Bb Eb
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[Verse]
Bb                            
I hope you got what you wanted
                   Eb   
I hope you finally happy
         Eb          
It's too late for you
           Eb            
Been going out of my mind
                        Eb                              
You don't know how many times that I done prayed for you
Bb                           
I hope you hear me goddamn it
                    Eb                          
Cause I got so much shit that I wanna say to you
Eb                                     
I used to shine now I'm all in the dark
  Gm                                              
I remember I used to tell you to follow your heart
Bb                                                   
But goddamn it look at you now it's all of your fault
    Eb       
How could you
      Eb           
Maybe it's my fault
          Eb                                        
I shoulda paid more attention to what you been doing
Eb                                           
Maybe I should have been more of an influence
        Bb                           
I can't believe that you're dead I fu
                       Eb                                            
I read your letter and all I could do is have mixed feelings about it
Eb                                      
But I'll forever be attached to you damn
Eb                          
Part of me feels bad for you
  Bb                                               
A part of me feels like you weak and I'm mad at you
      Eb                          
And I don't mean to be insensitive
                       Eb                               
But I don't understand how we couldn't prevent this shit
                      Eb 
You took the easy way out
Eb                 
Goddamn it you dead
                     Bb 
I mean look what you did
                                         Eb     
I'm so fucking upset how could you be so selfish
      Eb                         
Nigga how could you be so selfish
                Eb                          
Now you're gone you done left me so helpless
              Bb        
I wonder what God thinks
                                   Eb      
I hope you in God's place behaving yourself
            Eb                             
Yo what the fuck you gotta say for yourself
     Eb                            
Look I really feel lost without you
       Bb                              Dm                    
I hate the fact you think the world is better off without you
       Eb                                     
And my mind's spinning this is the line finish
                 Eb                                 
Truth is I don't care how you feel about my feelings
           Eb                                        
And I'd be lying to you if I told you I'm fine listen
                    Bb                         Dm          
I know that you can hear me all I need is like five minutes
       Eb                                            
I just wanna reach inside the casket and pull you out
                     Eb                                     
I'm sorry this isn't something that we both could figure out
               Eb          
I wish I could hear you now
        Eb          
Is your soul missing
            Bb                                             
I wonder if you could do it again would you do it different
             Eb            
Tell me what death is likee
             Eb            
Was it meant for you brodie
Eb                       
Did the heaven support it
                Eb       
Are you fucking happy now
Eb                         
Did you get what you wanted
                Bb        
Isn't this what you wanted
           F                  
I feel the temperature falling
                Eb                             
And you've been suicidal back day you were nine
     Eb                         
Yeah even back then you was nine
       Eb                                           
We was living on the edge couldn't stay out the fire
             Bb                              Bbmaj7
Grandma told us we should take it one day at a time
                    Eb     
And damn it look at you now
              Eb       
Shit but it's a new day
           Cm                          G7      
And if you can't hear me it's probably too late
               G7                     
Fuck Just make sure you tell my family


[Chorus]
Eb                 
It's okay I'm sorry
                      Gm   
But it's too late I'm sorry
   G7   Gm       Bb   
So much weighing on me
  D7                  Bb          Eb           
I don't wanna live to see another day I'm sorry
      Eb                  
But I can't stay I'm sorry
        Gm       Bb   
So much weighing on me
                           D7    
Just make sure you tell my family
Dm                 
It's okay I'm sorry
         Dm                
But it's too late I'm sorry
        Gm       Bb   
So much weighing on me
  D7                  Dm          Eb           
I don't wanna live to see another day I'm sorry
                     Gm   
But I can't stay I'm sorry
        Gm            
So much weighing on me
          Cm                     
Just make sure you tell my family
     Eb            
It's okay I'm sorry
                      Gm   
But it's too late I'm sorry
                 Bb   
So much weighing on me
                      Dm7         Eb           
I don't wanna live to see another day I'm sorry
                     Gm   
But I can't stay I'm sorry
        Gm            
So much weighing on me
                   Gm            
Just make sure you tell my family
     Eb            
It's okay I'm sorry
                      Gm   
But it's too late I'm sorry
                 Bb   
So much weighing on me
  Dm                  Bb          Eb           
I don't wanna live to see another day I'm sorry
      Bb                  
But I can't stay I'm sorry
        Gm       Gm7 Bb
So much weighing on  me


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