I'm Not Okay Chords by Citizen Soldier

[Start]

[Verse]
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Tonight the monsters in my head
              Ab          
Are screaming so damn loud
            Bbm          
But I built walls so high
        Db                Gb   
So they never even make a sound
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■  It's a mask it's a lie
     Ab                           
It's the only home I've ever known
             Ebm            
'cause being who I really am
         Gb           Bbm7 
Has only left me more alone


[Chorus]
         Db  
I am not okay
      Db                
And I need you to see it
          Gb      Db 
I have so much to say
    Db               
And no one to hear it
Ebm7              Db   
The reason I keep quiet
                Db   
With so much at stake
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I always feel like a burden let it silence me
             Gbmaj7    
You'll never understand
Db                     
Why it's so hard to say
Gbmaj7              Bbm
■      I'm not okay ■  


[Verse]
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I wish I had a scar
                    Db                  Gb   
Had a bruise on the surface any kind of proof
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That everything I feel is more than just some sad excuse
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My life's invisible abuse
           Db                Gb  
I'm either judged or have to hide
         Ebm                
The only symptom you can see
     Gb             Bbm7 
Is I don't wanna be alive


[Chorus]
         Db  
I am not okay
                      Bbm7
And I need you to see it  
                  Db 
I have so much to say
    Db               
And no one to hear it
Ebm7              Db   
The reason I keep quiet
                Db   
With so much at stake
                                           Db
I always feel like a burden let it silence me
             Db        
You'll never understand
                    Db 
Why it's so hard to say
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I'll never have the words I can't explain this hell
               Ab      
But what if it kills me
     Bbm        Db    
If I keep it to myself
   Gb    
To myself
         Db  
I am not okay
                      Bbm7
And I need you to see it  
                  Db 
I have so much to say
    Db               
And no one to hear it
Db           
I am not okay
         Db  
I am not okay
    Db        
I'm never safe
           Db   
It's not a phase
     Db           
If I finally break
                Gbmaj7
Would you still stay  
            Bbm7               
Tonight the monsters in my head
              Db      Gb  
Are screaming so damn loud


[End]