[Start]
[Verse]
D#m
■ Yeah I wake up every morning with my head up in a daze
C#
I'm not sure if I should say this fuck I'll say it anyway
Bmaj7
Everybody tries to tell me that I'm going through a phase
A#sus4 A#7
I don't know if it's a phase I just wanna feel okay yeah
D#m
I battle with depression but the question still remains
C#
Is this posttraumatic stressing or am I suppressing rage
B
And my doctor tries to tell me that I'm going through a phase
A#7 D#m
Yeah it's not a fucking phase I just wanna feel okay okay
D#m
Yeah I struggle with this bullshit every day
C#
And it's probably 'cause my demons simultaneously rage
B A#7
It obliterates me disintegrates me annihilates me
[Chorus]
D#m C#
'cause I'm about to break down I'm searching for a way out
Bmaj7 A#7 A#sus4
I'm a liar I'm a cheater I'm a nonbeliever ■
A# D#m
I'm a popular popular monster
C# B
I break down falling into love now with falling apart
A#7 D#m
I'm a popular popular monster
[Verse]
D#m
I think I'm going nowhere like a rat trapped in a maze
C#
Every wall that I knock down is just a wall that I replace
Bmaj7
I'm in a race against myself I try to keep a steady pace
A#7 A#sus4
How the fuck will I escape if I never close my case
D#m
Oh my God I keep on stressing every second that I waste
C#
Is another second sooner to a blessing I won't take
B
But my therapist will tell me that I'm going through a stage
A#7 D#m
Yeah it's not a fucking stage I just wanna feel okay okay
[Chorus]
D#m
Motherfucker now you got my attention
C# D#m
I need to change a couple things 'cause something is missing
B Bmaj7 B
And what if I were to lie Tell you everything is fine
Bmaj7 D#m
Every single fucking day I get closer to the grave I am terrified
D#m
I fell asleep at the wheel again
C#
Crashed my car just to feel again
Bmaj7 A#7
It obliterates me disintegrates me annihilates me
D#m
'cause I'm about to break down I'm searching for a way out
C# Bmaj7
I'm a liar I'm a cheater I'm a nonbeliever
A#7
I'm a popular popular monster
D#m C# B
I break down falling into love now with falling apart
A#sus4 A#7
I'm a popular popular fucking monster
D#m
Yeah here we go again motherfucker oh
D#m
We're sick and tired of wondering
[Bridge]
D#m
Praying to a god that you don't believe
D#m
We're searching for the truth in the lost and found
D#m
So the question I ask is
D#m
Oh where the fuck is your god now
[Chorus]
D#m
'cause I'm about to break down I'm searching for a way out
Bmaj7
I'm a liar I'm a cheater I'm a nonbeliever
A#7 D#m
I'm a popular popular monster
C#
I break down falling into love now with falling apart
B A#7
I'm not a popular popular monster
[Outro]
D#m C# Bmaj7 B Bmaj7
I'm a liar I'm a cheater I'm a nonbeliever
B A#7 D#m
I'm a popular popular monster
GUITAR
